Ok, I just gained back the lbs I lost since January tonight.... made Disappearing Oatmeal/Raisin Cookies and has Butter Brickle icecream with them. yum yum.... I think I ate 4 cookies....

We have to have a treat everyonce in a while. LOL!!!

I have not been doing well at all. My cycle is all messed up this month and it's just another month that passes without me being pregnant. I ate a WHOLE bunch of chocolate birthday cake and have been binging on sugar. :( I know it's hormones and I know it will pass but I've just been depressed. I want to be a mommy already. We've been waiting for 6 years!!! *sigh* I guess I just need some time to get over this and get back on track. I know the more weight I lose the better chance I'll have at getting pregnant but it's so hard to believe when my cycle is so messed up like it is.

Sorry...don't mind me, I'm hormonal.

I am still ill so I know I gained. I have been eating bread and butter, cream chesse and jelly, you get the picture and tons of hot cocoa. I am freezing and it isn't even cold out. I was tired of drinking coffee and tea and needed something to warm me up. I don't even want to get weighed tomorrow. There is nothing a can really do about it no.

thelondonzoo, how old are you that you are trying to get pregnant???????????

I'm 32.

OK now we have to figure out a way for you to get pregnant. I believe in natural healing so I will look into what you could do but it is 1:30am and I have to go to sleep. If I don't get back to you right away you know I haven't been feeling well I don't want you to think I forgot.

Thank you, that's very sweet of you. *hugs*

Oh I remember that feeling so well, I was 36 when I had my son and thought it was never going to be. Sending you {{{HUGS}}} and prayers!

Started to read the entries on the site & noticed where you needed beginning information. My weight on October 1st was 148.5